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  <title>まやぴ</title>
  <subtitle>まやぴ</subtitle>
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    <name>まやぴ</name>
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    <title>second week of university second year</title>
    <published>2026-09-21T03:37:33Z</published>
    <updated>2026-09-21T03:37:33Z</updated>
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    <pj:music>moreru - otaku minagoroshi</pj:music>
    <pj:mood>exhausted</pj:mood>
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    <content type="html">today is monday. i have slept a total of 1 hour and 30 minutes.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i had dropped a class, to replace it with another class, and for an even worse schedule. 3 classes back to back! 8am until 2pm! no breaks!&lt;br /&gt;i already have 8am everyday..... i am scared!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am in class as i am typing this. this course is about southeast asia. i feel like a machine without fuel.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;we have been assigned two readings for next week already.. how is it this intense and it's only the second week?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;どうしよう？&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my first class of the day was japanese, in which i forgot to do my homework -- a mini-presentation. my partner had done it but he did not format it properly, and i did not have his contact beforehand. oh well... it wasn't a serious one, just an in-class activity.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i started wearing light makeup to classes. just karacon and eye makeup and lip tint/gloss and powder on top of sunscreen. i want to be pretty.&lt;br /&gt;i lost weight and can now fit into my mom's old bootcut denim.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.poitrine.co.uk/tools/commentcount?user=maya&amp;ditemid=886" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>new school year</title>
    <published>2026-09-13T08:33:08Z</published>
    <updated>2026-09-13T08:52:15Z</updated>
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    <pj:mood>distressed</pj:mood>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;tomorrow i will start my second year of university. i am worried about leaving home again each week because of family troubles. and i am not ready yet!&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;i registered for a heavy course load and i don't know if i can handle it or if i should drop 1 course so that i can maintain my nice gpa.. i might do that. i hate money&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;this is my first post&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.poitrine.co.uk/tools/commentcount?user=maya&amp;ditemid=428" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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